My Prayer <3

(DISCLAIMER: I do not own these kids or know who they are. They were cute so I used them)

I don't know if you're near or far away

But I know that I'm thinking of you today

I don't know if I even know your name

But I know that I'm praying for you just the same

Someday we'll fall in love

You'll be mine and I will be yours

Our hearts will be one

And our love will ever endure

Then I'll need you, and I'll want you

And I'll find you someday

Then I'll love you, then I'll hold you

And I'll be with you always

Our love will be so strong and pure

You will make me feel like I have never felt before

You will be perfect only for me 

You will make these eyes begin to see

Someday we'll fall in love

You'll be mine and I will be yours

Our hearts will be one

And our love will ever endure

Then I'll need you, and I'll want you

And I'll find you someday

Then I'll love you, then I'll hold you

And I'll be with you always

Your faith for the Lord will be strong

Even though I know the wait is long

And though I'm young I still belive

That you're out there praying for me

Then I'll need you, and I'll want you

And I'll find you someday

Then I'll love you, then I'll hold you

And I'll be with you always

busy busy busy

Tomorrow: going to see Terminator with a few people... hopefully.

Friday: Beach day! 

May 25-27: Palm Springs!

June 1: Disneyland!

June 3: Disneyland again! (cuz i have a pass and I CAN! haha)

June 13: Wedding...which i need to shop for a dress still

I'd also like to squeeze Knott's in sometime soon! that'd be great. :D

<3

and a couple of these over the summer:

Prophetic dreams?

Ever had one of those?

I have!! It's an incredible experience when you realize what's going on! haha  Well, one weirded me out, but we won't speak of that :D Recently I've been having a ton of dreams and I love it! I love dreaming! It's so much fun! Unless in that dream you are a Bella Swann type character from Twilight and are with Edward Cullen (of course) [the one from the movie. not the Edward in my head] and stuck in the mountains while it's snowing and freezing and he's all pale and gross with rosie cheeks!  yes.... That was the dream I had a few nights ago. Except in my dream we like, fell down the mountain and I'm pretty sure I was trying to get away from the Edward and he was coming after me.  [story of my life- thanks alot Lisa for pointing that out to me!] LOL

Recently I also had a dream that consisted of me liking a dark haired boy, who liked me back, and we were in a hotel [with my mom and a whole bunch of friends], and i tripped over something.  Sounds semi normal right? Well! My mom had a dream that same night that I liked a dark haired boy, who liked me back, and we were in a hotel room and I tripped over something!    Bizarre right?!  I'm still spazzing over it...

Free concert this weekend! Big Beach to-do next weekend! and then Palm Springs for Bachelorette Getaway!!

sooooo excied!

Mind Vomit

Have you ever had one of those days/nights where the next morning you wake up and ask yourself "what happened??" but you're not a drugs or alchohol person? haha. I blame these random people I call friends. They're the greatest.

I've realized that no matter how old guys are, they will still act like boys and get excited over superhero movies and pretend to be said superheroes in a semi-empty parking lot at 4in the morning. It's quite entertaining :] and I wouldn't trade them for the world.

Speaking of which, I highly recommend seeing X-Men Origins:Wolverine. It's pretty fabulous. Gambit is pretty spankin' himself...AND HE MAKES THINGS SPARKLE SOMETIMES!

Do you have a movie that you can watch whenever you're feeling upset/frustrated/or just need something calming? I've realized that I have one, it changes from time to time, but right now it's Tim Burton's Corpse Bride. I don't know why, but I find it oddly calming. The Lord of the Rings is another one, but only if I have the time. haha

Let's talk about today's weather a tad okay?

This morning it was overcast and a bit humid but still really warm. The clouds burned off and the sun came out and it was still really hot. It started cooling down, we had an earthquake [that i'm still bitter about because it woke me up from my nap and i couldn't fall asleep again], got even cooler and it rained! Stopped raining and now i'm hot again. Oh, you are a funny one, Lord. lol

Ha, so this blog is just a bunch of mind vomit <--- grossest term ever but it seemed to fit.